Sorry guys I just didn't have a good time on Christmas. And I kinda put it into a vent
(that tiny large paragraph is a bi*chy rant so if you don't feel like hearing me whine(about festivity), just leave it)
and this may be a little bi**hy but I dunno
like so I'm 14 and by that age, there is no more Santa Claus, Easter Bunny that stuff, so like all the Holidays have been a bit unimpressive, like on Halloween, I had to stay at home, because we live on a farm, so we can't pass out candy, then on Thanksgiving nothing really happend, I went to my relatives house for about 2 hours then left, and it was mostly awkward silence. ok well I was kinda upset about those two but I shook it and was like, whatever it's only those two, and then Christmas comes along and it does not feel like it one bit to be honest, like we have about three decorations up and we had to do everything early because my dad was "going" to work, (turns out he never did have to) so we had to open christmas eve presents last night and "Santa" presents this morning, and honestly I get that I'm 14 and I should'nt still believe in Santa, and I don't, but my mom and my brother are like making it totally obvious and then there just like "ya know SANTA *overdone wink* presents" and I'm just like, I couldn't handle it (in 4th grade) when my mom told me the tooth fairy wasn't real and it wasn't because I believed in her (once again, I didn't) but the fact that my whole childhood I did and was always so exited about Santa or that crap , and it's like, it was all just stupid, like it just makes me kindove sad about my childhood and stuff, and yeah so the next day after that junk my moms just like "oh yeah I got that blah blah blah- oh I mean SAntA did" it's just like you already ruined it omg. like the reason this bugs me is when I was a kid, I didn't really care too badly about presents, my favorite part had always been festivity and now it's like it's being taken away because I'm "too old" and so yeah, tomorrow while everybody is having their christmas, mine is already done with, and I mean, it may not seem like a big deal but for some reason it is.Btw though I did like my presents, it's just the whole festive kill thats got me downAnd I'm just upset right now so Imma mini this little personal
You need a hug. That sucks so yeah.
sh im here ;^;
I feel exactly the same. just the feel of Christmas makes it all worth while, not the presents, no matter how good they are.
;n; aww do you need a hug?
Omg this sounds horrible but I was so glad to read that omg
Same here, I never believed in Santa (my parents never raised us like that) but Christmas is over for me. We did it earlier because I have to go to my dad's house and Christmas is not a big deal over there. So everyone will be celebrating tomorrow and I'll probably be on Tumblr //sobs
aww man that sucks :c and I'll probably be on Deviantart ;w;